I feel weird. I don't know how to feel. But I hate the feeling of not knowing anything. The feeling that will either make you happy or sad when you know the outcome.
I don't know what to do or say. I don't know how I should address a letter to my generation. People always said "Sing it in person". But is it that really easy? Is it always worth it? Do they open up when you do? Will she? Will they? Will you?

Why do I feel like you're not worth my time? Or either I'm not worth yours. Why do I feel like my life is going down anyway? What is this feeling? I don't know. Who am I? Who are you? How can I help? How can I continue living with no risks? Everything seems so blur so unusual, but I know that if I don't do it, if I don't get to work, I know, I won't get it. Can I multitask? Will I get through? Everything comes with a prize, but everyone else seems to be happier than me. Everyone seems to be able to live a life capable of doing more, capable of doing what they really want.

I don't know how I should feel.