It doesn't matter to me if life suck or not...
All I know is
I've a God I Worship
I've a Life to Live
I've a Dream to Accomplish

and I do not care if the fuckin' world is against me, because in the end, I'm their wrong target.

Here's my advice: Trust me

You said yourself before
Where are you?
I'm needing you much more
I bet you never knew

And now everything
is gonna fall apart
I need you here
not just in my heart

This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]
And now I'm torn with misery
[In loving memory]
I won't forget you please don't me
[In loving memory]
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]

You said yourself before [fore]
Where are you?
Face down on the floor
I bet you never knew.

And now everything
is gonna break again
If it just began
why did it have to end?

This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]
And now I'm torn with misery
[In loving memory]
I won't forget you please don't me
[In loving memory]
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]

It won't go away
It won't go away
It won't go away
It won't go away

It won't go away
It won't go away
It won't go away
It won't go away

This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]
And now I'm torn with misery
[In loving memory]
I won't forget you please don't me
[In loving memory]
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[In loving memory]

I think I'mma fall in LOVE!
maybe not.. who cares?

and FUCK KOREAN MUSIC, FUCK ALL THOSE BOYGROUP SHIT!

But anyways, O Levels are coming soon, I know emotions are developing. I gotta relax and start studying more nao!

Enma Ai FTW BTW

I think I may be going.. somehow.
Many of the people I know are going. Should I go? I don't know, but I'm not going to cosplay or fanscream at concerts, rather, I shall go there to get my K-ON! TIE! if they sell it. But I hope they do, and I also hope they sell other cool stuff. Japanese stuff are always better than korean stuff, don't know what they will sell but I'mma buy cool assesories. Looking how you want is being who you are! Who says people who are anime otaku can't be in a rock band? Haha I'll be the first, or maybe. But yeah I mean, I'm sick of Skinnies + Band Shirts all the time. It's time I mix and match! Get some cool coloured stuff, bright colour stuff I mean, or maybe a black shirt with an Anime character drawn in neon colours! OMG that's so rad, or is it?

I'll never cosplay though, neither will I crossdress or dress like some visual kei guy. I'll be my old self with a bit of everything! Weird for a person like me, but I feel so, "OMG I'M EVERYTHING!"

I mean, be positive, why so negative? I don't really care what others say anymore because this goes to show I'm a good guy and the rest are BAD GUYS! *takes out kunai and stab them*
I think the Naruto Shippuuden series is getting too long.. but anyways some of the people are gonna cosplay.. wonder what the hell they even wanna look like.
One guy said he's gonna be Itachi, can he? Maybe

But anyways O's are coming and stuff I needa mug more.

Note to self:

Best Movie I've Seen :
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time & Spirited Away
Best anime : Clannad, Hajime no Ippo (Boxing anime), Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Code geass, GTO (Great Teacher Onizuka), Ouran High School Host Club, Welcome to the NHK, Lovely Complex, School Rumble, Ghost Hunt, Soul Eater, Kuroshitsuji, D.Gray-Man (MY TOP FAV), Elfen Lied, xXxHoLiC, Rurouni Kenshin, Shugo Chara, Special A, Itazura na Kiss, Gungrave, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge, Full METAL PANIC, Full metal Alchemist, Fate/Stay Night, Initial D, Blood+, Darker Than Black, Zero No tsukaima & Black Jack